Last night a few of use went to the college area of Seoul near Hongik University. It was a good time filled with music, drinks, dancing and rubbing elbows with some locals. Today, though I felt fine from the activities of the previous night, I was what you'd call a slug. I left my apartment for about an hour to go on a walk... but other than that I've been inside fiddling around with some chores and the computer. I'm now starting to get a little bit of cabin fever! I would have to guess this maybe only the 2nd time since being in Korea that I vegged out all day... I mean I still woke up at 7:30am and here it is almost 6pm! Aggghhh! I guess sometimes the body and mind just don't need outside stimulus... sometimes they need to turn off and go on autopilot.
I can't believe it's going to be November already! It's moving so fast I need to really get organized and have a clear vision of what I'm doing next... Obviously it's been on my mind a lot... I've listened to advice from family and friends and I hear a reoccurring theme... Things will work themselves out... I believe that... but they will only work themselves out if I pursue that in which I want... Sometimes I don't think I'm as actively involved in my own life. My attitude was one of, "Oh well... maybe next time" "No big deal" "Something will come along" and I see the laziness in that attitude now... I understand I can't control every aspect of my being... but I need to start controling those things in which I can.
Alright I gotta get out of this cave!